Twenty. Texas. Single. Lesbian. Drop a message and get to know me.
I don’t give a shit about grand gestures or flowers at my door, I just want your teeth across my neck and my lips pressed to the small of your back, I want your stupid fucking sense of humour making me laugh at 4am when I have to be up at 6.
😂 😂 😂
I’ve been told countless of times that everything happens for a reason. Certain things that I’ve experienced I’ll never understand their reasoning. I thought everything was finally getting better, but slowly everything started to crumble under me. I fake smiled through it. But tonight. Tonight hit the tip of the fucking iceberg. I can’t do this anymore. It’s getting really hard. I try and try and I thought maybe it get better and I’ve been optimistic but I don’t see a point anymore. I can’t do this anymore. I spent so much time trying to avoid doing this but I miss it..it’s the only thing I can control. Its always been there. It makes me feel better. I miss it. Tonight..I break my promise..I’m so fucking sorry but my two “friends” are resurfacing tonight..and I don’t regret this..I missed my blade and I missed my toilet…
Omfg you actually made it into a Tumblr post. Now I’m crying again waaahhhh 😭😭😭 #thefeels #she’s perf #imlucky #youwereright